Thank you Leah, for all of the positivity and interesting information you gave me today - this last week has most certainly been an interesting one for various reasons! I appreciate the descriptive, though mind - blowing explanations to various things and I praise God as always that I found you on this website when I did. I feel like I've almost learned an entire lifetime of information across a stretch of not even half a year - and yet you've known all of this and more for years. I used to think I knew allot more than most people and I still feel to some degree that this is true - but I've learned so much from you these past few months that it makes me wonder what I've been doing with my life up until now. But I guess that maybe my time is finally starting now, I dunno - either way, I will be in contact with you again soon, I always love calling you you're the only one I can talk to 100% truthfully about anything and you have no idea how much that helps me - let alone everything else you've done to help save my life. Eternally grateful to you, God and your amazing spirits 100,000 percent and more!